Wednesday, December 29, 2010

~~KErJa HuJuNG TaHUn @ Cuti HuJUng TaHUn~~

Selalunya ramai kakitangan awam akan ambil cuti hujung tahun atau lebih sinonim lagi dengan trademark Cuti Hujung Tahun...:)) Tapi for me, kerja hujung tahun lagi banyak dari cuti yang nak diambil..haha.  Well, handle 2 unit sekali gus is not easy for me.. Unit Ekonomi dan Bantuan dan juga Unit Penguatkuasaan.  Nak dikatakan unit EB yang i handle ni diberi ETK tak la juga, tapi nak buat macam mana dah almost 6 months i handle unit i.. Membebankan dan juga sometimes tu merimaskan.  Even unit Penguatkuasaan juga masih banyak kerja-kerja yang tertunggak..nasib baik date line for pendaftaran TASKA n PJ sampai Jun 2011.. Ini lah tarikh yang diberikan oleh Ibupejabat.  Tapi i tak suka tangguh-tangguh kerja sehingga menjadi bukit, amatlah susah untuk disiapkan dikemudian hari nanti.  Di ofis ni ada juga yang ambil cuti hujung tahun, nak abiskan cuti lah kononnya. Tapi i still have 35 days annual leave. Hmmmmm...plus next year punya cuti dapat la 55 hari lagi.. :)) (Sukanya)

Bercerita pasal kerja hujung tahun ni...macam-macam kerja yang ada.  For my jabatan, masa ni la nak habiskan duit hujung tahun buat itu ini, so, macam-macam perbelanjaan yang kurang berhemah dibuat.  For me my self, banyak lagi kerja-kerja seperti siasatan kes, pemantauan dan pengagihan fail yang masih tertunggak.  Stress and tension dengan semua ni sebenarnya, tapi apakan daya kerja is kerja..and END YEAR SALE terpaksa dilupakan...hahaha.

Walaupun kerja hujung tahun masih banyak tak settle, tapi...ada gak i mohon cuti this Friday 31st December...hehe. Nak sambut tahun baru la katakan.. Boleh dikira berapa hari je i cuti tahun ni..tak sampai 10 hari pun.. :( Suka tak suka...kerja kena settle before cuti hari Jumaat ni.. Banyak dah hutang KERJA dengan BOS..hehe. My staff pun banyak gak hutang KERJA dengan I.. Balance la tu..

Morale of the story....if mahu cuti hujung tahun kena la settle kerja hujung tahun... jangan tertunggak dah sampai next year...

Note: Teringin nak melancong ke luar negara setiap kali Cuti Hujung Tahun.......hehe


Tuesday, September 14, 2010

LelAki is UNpredictABLE!!!!!

Raya dah pun berlalu.. today is Raya yang ke 5.. Well..sad but true, even on hari raya itself there's no call from someone yang i really hope for..huhuhu.  I dont know.. maybe there's no more rindu.. or no more maaf.. Entahla..sedih memikirkannya.  What i'm waiting for?? Ignore it? Senang la u all cakap.."just forget about it"..hati ni sapa yang tahu. Aduh..sakitnya tuhan je yang tahu.. It's hari raya ok.. So sad... In 8 years..this is the first time i didnt received HARI RAYA CALLED from him.

Well...maybe it's true..there's no more hope for this relationship.. I've make my decision but not him...he didnt make any decision at all..he left all the things behind..dont want to take all the responsibilities.  He avoid to make the decision..OMG...i cant take this anymore.  I'm so damn weak..!!

But..is it semua guys pun sama macam ni... U tell the girls u care..but u never did anything to show them that u really care for them. I dont understand.. Kaum Adam ni is very Unpredictable... Do you think i should go on with another relationship...ohh..please help me.. I dont want to make the same mistake twice.  Even u know a guy who really good for u and he seem like sincere to u....but do you think he's the one for u?  Or he just same like ur former X.. I'm scared to take another risk.. It is not easy..giving commitment and flirting is two different things.. I can flirt...but right now i'm afraid to give commitment bcoz lelaki sekarang ni memang unpredictable.. susah nak jangka tindakan mereka.  Sometimes apa yang kita rasa tak sama dengan apa yang mereka rasa or fikirkan.  Adakalanya apa yang kita interpret tak sama dengan apa yang guys interpret... 

Entah la babe....perkara yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya.  Itu adalah ujian dari ALLAH.. I mesti terima hakikat..redha dengan apa yang berlaku..

Notes:  Should i give myself a second chance??????

Thursday, September 2, 2010

FeELing SaD n LoNELy!!!!

I'm feeling sad....for this past few months.???? Wonder why??? 
It's all about commitment..sakit hati if person yang u really love and care tak mau ada commitment dengan u.. What for?? What we called this relationship if there's no commitment.  U said "LOVE".."MISS"..."CANT LIVE WITHOUT U".."UR THE ONLY ONE".."U R DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHERS"...and banyak lagi sweet words yang confirm boleh buat hati dan perasaan cair.  Tapi apa tujuan sebenar relationship yang dibina bertahun-tahun lamanya..?? Pernahkah si dia terfikir akan janji-janji yang pernah ditabur sebelum ini.  Pengorbanan yang dibuat selama ini...totally sia-sia..  I called this KEJAM..  U cant just say "NO..not now my dear" to the one you really love.. That's what u said.. And u cant just say.."i ve a lot more things to settle then thinking bout COMMITMENT".....this is UNFAIR.. In this world, we cant wait for things to happen..we have to go for it.  Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib umat yang tidak mahu berusaha mengubah nasib mereka...

My dearie..
This is difficult for me.. I dont know what to do..to think..and dont even know what decision to make.. When i think about breaking up... It is like separating my soul from my body.  It hurts too much.. U said i need to wait more..be patient..and everything will be just fine.  But how much more?? How many years more do you need?  How many years more i ve to wait? Is it worth it for me waiting? Or u just saying nice sweet things so that i ll forget about it.

I still dont believe this is the end of a relationship.... Still cant believe it!!!








Tuesday, August 31, 2010

boSAn di RUmah!!!

Bosan bangat hari ni.. Kereta tak siap lagi. Asyik dok on9, kemas bilik, on9 lagi, update blog, tolong my mum masak, on9 lagi...tak de ke kerja yg lebih berfaedah dari dok on9 je..huhu.

If bukan bulan puasa i rasa dah lama dah i p panjat bukit kledang tu.. Abd Zul!! habis je bulan puasa ni jom ramai-ramai kita gi panjat bukit kledang ye... Hari tu dah janji kan..Hehehe..

Actually banyak je perkara yang nak dishare in my cute blog ni..but tak de kesempatan nak memikirkannya..  A lot of things happen.. and it happens for a reason.  What can i tell u.. Apa-apa pun...hidup ini ibarat roda. Will tell u more bout it later ok..

Note:  I wish...................................

Monday, August 30, 2010

sHoppINg Raya!!!!!



Ini la dia 2 pasang baju and one clutch for raya..hehe.. Actually yang warna putih tu beli kat ipoh je.. But the other one tu a gift from a friend..and also the clutch.. Masa i gi kl 28.8.10.. Thx dear friend.  But another more to come..shoes..another baju kurung..and many more.....tp semuanya will buy kat area ipoh sahaja..

Nak shopping kat KL... i think i dah serik.. not musim raya.  Crowded yang amat sgt.. even nak cari parking pun susah.  Sepatutnya dalam tempoh 2 jam dah boleh shopping tapi..2 jam just nak pusing2 cari parking. OMG!!! Stress shopping di KL musim raya ni. Well u know tempat mana yang i maksud kan..of coz Jln TAR, sad but true, time nak dekat raya ni memang ramai manusia yang nak shopping even semua orang pun tahu kesesakan di situ..

Note: Better shopping di PAVILION!!! haha

Monday, August 23, 2010

BerSaMa TemAn Dari LABUAN~22.8.2010

Me again!!!..
Semalam sehari suntuk temankan member dari Labuan.  Dia ada kursus 3 bln di Ipoh.. Well, sebagai tuan rumah kena carikan hotel untuk dia and temankan dia window shopping.  Hmmmm....mula2 jumpa dia di JJ coz dia tak tau pun jalan nak ke Syuen Hotel.. I booked kan bilik kat Syuen Hotel utk dia. Murah je..hehehe bcoz i'm using online booking so i can get RM119 per nite.. Cheap right?? So..lepas meeting kat JJ i terus bawa dia ke Syuen Hotel naik kereta dia la coz kereta i parked kat roof top. Malas i nak drive pun..haha.  So from JJ it took around 10 minutes to Syuen Hotel.  After dah check in, both of us took a taxi to JJ again coz i nak ambil my car pulak.  From JJ then terus je ke Ipoh Parade coz i dimaklumkan oleh sahabat i ni dia nak cari sunglasses...katanya di JJ tak dapat dikesan..hehe.  Siap kutuk2 ipoh lagi.. Sabo je la aku!! haha.

Di IP habis semua kedai di teroka tapi hampa and kecewa..tiada satu pun yang memenuhi citarasa my friend ni..di KL ada la katanya..  So jangan cakap banyak pergi la KL tu beli sunglasses tu.. betul tak??? hahaha.  Marah dia nnt if dia baca kat blog i ni..

Well..u all semua nak tau ke kami berbuka puasa di mana... Kat Dataran Ipoh la apa lagi.. Maybe dia ni jenis yang tak kisah bab2 makan ni..mana2 pun boleh p.  I ramai kawan..ada kawan i yang suka restoran yang high class je..yang langsung tak suka makan kat gerai pun ada...mcm2 la.  Dia ni jenisnya yang "havoc" juga..dis is my first impression la.  But still nice and boleh dibuat kawan.  Buat lawak pun pandai juga dia ni..mcm.....teringat i kat seseorang..................  Ok la, back to menu berbuka puasa pulak.  Memandangkan dah makan kat dataran, fav menu i char kuey tiaw je la.. Char kuey tiaw ayam.  Member i ni plak dengan char kuey tiaw kerang, sup daging, and last but not least yong tau foo yang mmg tak sedap langsung.....cian kat dia terpaksa habiskan juga...jangan membazir katanya..

So..aktiviti malam nya pula..both of us pergi tengok wayang pulak... Cantonese film. City Under Siege..ok la juga jalan ceritanya..member i kata cerita ni tak best coz banyak yang mcm kartun..hehe... Abis je film i gi 7 E jap and then terus hantar my friend kat Hotel dia and i terus balik rumah..

Apa-apa pun.. seronok la dapat jumpa member i ni.. Anyway theres a lot more days to go..3 months dia kat ipoh ni.  Tunggu je la jemputan demi jemputan...hahaha




Kat JJ la i jumpa member i..dalam byk2 tempat, JJ yang dia tau kat Ipoh ni..hehe


Dataran Ipoh....berbuka di sini la..


Parkson Ipoh Parade~semua kedai cermin mata tak jual sunglasses yang sahabat i nak..hehe
Kena p KL la ye...



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Sunday, August 22, 2010

AiSHiTeRU (I love You ~ Aku Cinta Kamu)






AiSHiTeRU...( I love You~Aku Cinta Kamu)


Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
Saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
Sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh disana
ooo…


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Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasakan a a a aku


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Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
Entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
Saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
Merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan


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Satu sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah
Jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
o…uo..
Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
Kumohon kau kembali


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Kiminoi shuaguara tala
Shiniteruyo Shiniteruyo...


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Note : Hmmmm.. lovely song fron Zivilia Band..  Like it...!!.. Mcm ada kena mengena dengan my life.... Cant stop listen to it over n over again...!!

Accident KM251 Utara Selatan~13.8.2010 @ 5 pm

Salam.....
Hmmmm.....hari ni i want to write bout my accident last week.. 13.8.2010 @ Highway PLUS around 5 pm.. I tak strong enough nak write last week.. But today, i guess i dah ada kekuatan utk write bout it..

Kejadian berlaku sewaktu i nak pulang dari kerja with my other 2 friends.. Hari jumaat tu hujan turun dgn agak lebat juga. Tapi di Royal Town hujan masih renyai-renyai lagi.. Masa first nak keluar tol.. i ada la nampak one car yang baru lepas accident..teruk juga kereta tu. And i said to my friends.." Teruk juga kereta tu accident..apa la yang dia langgar?".. But my friends tak reply pun....maybe tak dengar.  And i pun terus ambil tiket tol and masuk je highway hujan terus turun dengan lebat sekali..  Frankly speaking..i paling benci hujan putih...memang buat pandangan kita terhad kan??

I drove macam biasa..around 85-90 kmph..hmmm laju ke tu?? entah la for me tak la laju pun.. but maybe time hujan..semua org consider laju.  Sepanjang perjalanan sehingga KM249 i drove di lorong kiri je..sampai kat km249 i potong lorry and again lorry.. until la sampai km251 suddenly je i nampak kereta depan i tiba-tiba slow..maybe tiba-tiba slow or memang dah lama slow but lagi 50m baru i perasan.. And i try brek mengejut but.. brek pulak macam tak makan je coz my car terus ke depan juga.  Masa itu..Allah je yang tahu perasaan i n my 2 other friends..kami semua diam je dalam kereta. Masing-masing redha dengan apa yang bakal berlaku. Sampai je kat belakang kereta tu..i try untuk ke kiri coz masa tu i nampak ada ruang kosong but still i crash at the back of Proton Saga car and unlucky there are also Hilux beside us..and we crash again with Hilux.. Tapi maybe terkena kangaroo bar Hilux tu.

Well guys... masa accident tu.. i seriously closed my eyes and mengucap banyak-banyak. Dalam hati ini berfikir, if i pejam mata, jika Allah nak cabut nyawa i, cabut la masa tu.. and if not, i akan buka mata kat hospital.. But Allah masih sayangkan kami.. and tiada sebarang kecederaanpun yang kami alami hanya one of my friend terhantuk pada cermin depan.  Masa kereta i dah stop, my hands in shacking and so cold. There's people outside asked me to get out from the car.  But i cant, i just cant.  I minta bagi i masa coz i'm panic and i dont know what to do. 

So..i kumpul semua kekuatan i and i drove kereta i ke tepi jalan.  I pelik coz kenapa tiba-tiba je ada kereta tunda or longkai kat tepi jalan.  And bila i toleh ke arah seberang jalan (Highway arah Selatan Utara) rupanya ada accident juga.  Tak silap i Honda City with other car but i dont remember kereta apa.  Patutla kat laluan i ni slow coz maybe semua tengok accident kat seberang.  Hari itu adalah rezeki bagi kereta tunda and bengkel kereta akibat kecuaian i sendiri.

Masa mula-mula accident i tak rasa sedih sgt, but masa i call my family, baru la i rasa sedih.  Rupanya i ni tak sekuat mana, others may see me strong but inside Allah je yang tahu.  So..to make it the story short, my friends n i naik kereta wira kereta tunda untuk ke Balai Polis Trafik Royal Town di sana bru lah i dapat jumpa bercakap dengan person yang drove kereta Proton Saga.  Encik tu nampak cool je, bila i tanya baru la i tahu yang kereta tu milik syarikat tempat dia kerja so tak de masalah la nak berurusan dengan dia.  Selepas tu we all berbuka puasa dulu with seorang rakan office yang sanggup bersama-sama kami selepas mendengar berita kemalangan kami semua.  Susah nak cari rakan macam ni, dari hospital ke balai ke restoran berdekatan ke balai semula.. Alhamdulillah..

Di balai i buat report and berjumpa dengan Pen.Peg. Penyiasat Sjn Hadi..hmmm, i memang dah agak confirm i kena saman.. Rule 10..RM300. Langgar belakang.  Around 9 o'clock semua settle n i balik with my sis and bro in law yg dtg tengok i.  One of my friend naik dengan i. 

Dlm hati i ni sebenarnya rasa bersalah sgt-sgt coz i drove kereta tu bukan sorang-sorang but bawa orang..if anything happen la pada mereka..apa yang i nak jawab pada parents mereka.  Tapi alhmadulillah, my friends faham situasi i.

Lepas hantar my friends balik, kami terus pulang ke rumah.. Sampai je rumah i trs peluk my dad n my mum. I nangis..nangis sampai teresak..  I cakap, i dah cuba drive safe but it still happen.. My dad said to me.. "Takdir itu telah ALLAH janji pasti terjadi..tapi doa yang dibaca setiap hari menyebabkan kita tidak cedera parah, kereta tidak teruk sangat, dan tiada kehilangan nyawa...." and i felt relief.... relief until now..
Apa yang terjadi ada hikmah di sebaliknya.. Kejadian ini berlaku supaya aku tidak alpa dan tidak sesekali melupakan NYA...... Alhamdulillah..




AFW 96 selepas accident ~ di Balai Trafik Royal Town..



Ini la kesan terkena Kangaroo Bar Hilux dari tepi...



Ini pulak kesan dari hentaman belakang Proton Saga



Myvi 96~otw utk dihantar ke bengkel......huhuhu


Note: Moral of da story ~ Drive Safe....!!!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

My TAGGED Account!!!


Napa la aku bka TAGGED account ni at da 1st place.. why??  Hmmm...it's all about him... Wait..need to check the membership date...June 10 2010.  He invited me accidently.:)).  Actually..he open the TAGGED account bcoz his job need him to do so...well enforcement job..it's a secret. Invitation was made around May..and i decide to create da TAGGED account on Jun 10. Well..apa nak buatkan...i dah pun approved dia.. But yang menyakitkan hati dan mata masa first time i check profile dia..mak aaiii..sume friends list dia bkn main sexy lagi.. sabar je mata ni tgk.. Bila i tanya, katanya kena add girl yg macam ni all around malaysia coz nak tumpas kan sindiket pelacuran cyber..

Hmmmmm....tapi sume tu dah berlalu.. I cant remember when we had an argument bout commitment.  And i ve made a decision to end it. Am i strong enough to end it?? I guess i need to be strong. It's almost 2 and a half months now. Even sometimes memories replay all the sweet moment together.

So..in this TAGGED account i ve a lot of friends i dont even know..hmmm.. How could this be?? Why we add or approved people we dont even know??  For me.. i just wanted a friends.  But sometimes it's irritating to have friends that wanna chat SEX.. I dont know..either it's me who r not open minded enough or THEY who just addicted to this kind of chat.  But still..i do have good friends in TAGGED and hoping that they dont LIE...  I'm thinking of removing some of unproductive friends..hehe.  So u better watch out!!!

And satu lagi..tak praktical if u said u nak kenal or make friends but...after 4-5 msg...they suddenly disappear.  Either they're not interested in u or u ignore all the msg.  I dont know..it depends on how ur first impresion towards them..or how their first impression towards u.  But for me...just be urself and dont pretend. 

Moral of da story..dont commit 100% to this kind of social networking.... ;)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Miss Him or Miss Being in a Relationship???? :(



Well...whether u end things or he does, break-ups are hard.  It hurts so much.  Usually, after break-ups..makanan2 yang carbo tinggi seperti cookies and etc akan menyusuri kehidupan.. :)..hmmm bg yg nak gain weight blh la break-ups je memanjang.  Truly said, relationships end for a reason, it's just too bad that many of us are completely unable to remember the reason when we're elbow deep in OREOS and crying at the latest Chris Brown song..So Cold..

Why do we always have such a hard time letting go? You tell me.. do we actually miss the guy or just miss being in a relationship.?

For me breaking up is a major change! It means saying goodbye to those sweet good morning texts, romantic dinner dates, movie dates, bouquet of flowers,  nice and cool present,  (what? it’s usually the thing I miss most!), and hello to a completely new life. We feel vulnerable and lonely and ready to run right back to our ex before we even have a chance to live alone. The same ex who wasn’t giving me what i needed or deserved. 

How do I move on?

Simple: I have to figure out what i really miss. Is it the boyfriend or is it a boyfriend?

And most of the time it’s the latter...:)

Face it: I don’t want him, but i want it and i can find it with someone else. Someone who is way better at it.

Well, nak jadi single ni isn't easy guy...tapi if wanna go back to a bad relationship isn't the answer.  Sometimes kena juga out dari comfort zone kita sendiri and find what really makes us happy.  It’s like getting ready to go out; taking off those sweats and squeezing into a pair of skinny jeans, but just think about how much better you feel once you’ve changed.

There is a difference between comfort and love and when you finally wake up and distinguish between the two, you’ll find what you’re really looking for.

What do you guys think? After a breakup do you really miss the guy, or the comfort of the relationship? ............................



Tuesday, July 27, 2010

3 Things That Only Feel Like LOVE.......these feel are like love but are far from it....



Love is a tricky emotion. There are some things that feel like love but they are much too superficial to be the real thing. Real love takes time and doesn't happen over night. Here are three things that people often confuse for love.

Lust

Lust is the feeling that is often mistaken for love at first sight. Lust is an intense and sudden attraction to somebody you hardly know. It is mistaken for love because the attraction is so strong.

Lust can feel like love because the feelings of attraction are strong and all-consuming. The emotions stirred up by lust can feel very real but they are based on a fantasy. To love somebody you must know them well but many people fall in lust while they are still strangers. What people in lust fall for is a fantasy of what might be and reality can get lost in the excitement.

Overwhelmed by physical attraction people in lust can't keep their hands off of each other. They think about each other constantly and talk about one another all the time. Lust is a happy feeling brought on by passionate attraction. If you are inexperienced in matters of the heart it is very easy to mistake all that passion for love.

Lust differs from love like night differs from day. Lust happens in the early phase of a relationship when people don’t yet know each other. Lust is based on a fantasy, and the fantasy and reality don’t always mesh up. This is where lust runs out of steam.

Although physical attraction is definitely a key ingredient in any romantic relationship, love is more than just a physical longing. If a relationship is all about physical attraction it is based on lust. Really loving another person takes time and it can't be based on physical attraction alone.

Obsession

Obsessions are often mistaken for love because people rationalize the crazy feelings they are having. They assume that it must be love if the other person is always on their mind. Obsession is similar to lust but it is much more misleading and destructive. While lust is often fleeting, fading as two people come to know each other better, obsession sticks around.

The more time and effort invested in an unhealthy obsession the more intense the obsession can become. People in an obsessed state have a one track mind where the other person is concerned and they often lose touch with who they are as an individual. This loss of individuality creates a vicious circle of behavior where the obsessed person grows more and more dependant on the other person to bolster their sense of self.

Even unrequited love, love that is not returned, can become an overwhelming obsession. When one person believes they are in a relationship that doesn't really exist, or when one person is more invested in an existing relationship than the other, the foundation for an obsession has been laid.

Real love is nurturing and helps people grow but obsession is debilitating. If you feel like you have lost yourself, if you are always striving to please your partner without them doing the same for you, and if you find yourself making all decisions in your life based on the feelings and needs of the other person you could be dealing with obsession.

Rebounding

A rebound is a relationship that starts up very quickly after another relationship has ended. Rebounds are rarely based on love but are really a way of alleviating the loneliness people feel when a relationship ends.

Rebounding can feel like love for the simple reason that the people involved want to be in love. They are used to the security of being in love and more than anything else they want to feel that security again. They convince themselves that they are in love when they are actually missing the safety and comfort of the relationship they left behind.

If an old relationship keeps interfering with the progress of a new relationship it could mean that the relationship is a rebound. When somebody is on the rebound they are not entirely over their previous relationship. They may still be trying to work out unresolved issues from that relationship. Rebound relationships may feel like love but they are still impacted by unsettled feelings from the past.

Note: Article by Mike Hardcastle.
 
Which one is you...???? i'm confused.. maybe i'm more to rebounding....:))

Sunday, July 25, 2010

What's Better??????...........

What's better??? A LIE that draws a smile or the TRUTH that draws a tear?????


I got thinking about it and I decided I would rather have the truth that draws a tear. Tears are only temporary and can be wipes away but a lie takes much more to 'wipe away'. And even if the lie causes a smile right now there is no saying that the truth will come out and then will come the tears. I would rather just know the truth from the start. 

Before this.....Me my self, i ve been ignored this real thing.. the truth and lie.  I cant accept either two of this. Truth hurts.. but lies just hurt people far more than the truth ever could even if they never find out.  So.. now i realized...what we really need is the truth..

According to my experience....sometimes we tend to lie to others so that we can be a good friends and even a good partner.. but.. r we really honest to ourselves. I dont think so.  I ve been in this situation for almost coulple of years.  We both tend to see things good even we know that it is not.  We making reasons so that we are happy with it.. We ignored the problem.  We dont want to face it.. We afraid that we might lose each other.  And we dont even want to accept that we re not meant to be together..  And we avoid the truth... So...does lies really helps?? All the years what we really do is lying to each others..and if lies really helps....why does it ended sad.

So..conclusion, we need truth from the start.. 

Note: Thank u to Allah that's alwiz been there for me..guided me when i'm lost.. Alhamdulillah.

Thank You Allah..........


THANK YOU ALLAH

By: Maher Zain


I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you
Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take.


Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.


I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.


Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope
O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank You for bringing me home



Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Note: This song really meant something to me.... thank u Maher Zain for this lovely song..

I love U... it was before... before i ended it..

Its been sooooo long since my last update...Thank u Allah... alhamdulillah.. I'm still alive..with all the wonders around me n with all the people who loves me.. especially my family..mum, dad, sista, brother.. thx.. love u guys..  I remembered..last update was on April.  Hmmmm..so many things happen.  I dont know how to start... well..we're goin to start with this first post.....



The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held on to....


You don't have to let it slip away but you want to, I don't want to let it slip away but i have to......

 
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times, and more importantly, a reason to an end.  We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime.......


Its better to be with no one than be with the wrong one.......


It hurts when we risk our hearts and it ends up being broken.  But what hurts even more is when we still hold on when we already know that we're waiting for nothing......

Note: Things happen for a reason....i accept what were meant for me :((

Sunday, April 18, 2010

TiMbalaNd Feat KAtY PeRRy ~~ IF we EveR MeET AGaIn

Latest song from timbaland......feat Katy Perry... I love the video clip..so catchy..i  like the way timbaland n katy dance together....so funny..their faces....so cute...:)

~~If WE EvER MeeT AgAin~~
What is somebody like u doin in a place like this?
Say did u come alone or did u bring all ur frens?
Say wats ur name? Wat u drinking?
I think i know wat r u thinking
Baby whats ur sign
Tell me urs and i'll tell u mine
Say what is someone like u doin in a place like this?

I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again
Won't let u get away
If we ever meet again
This freefall's got me me so
kiss me all night
dont ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

Do u come here much?
I swear i've seen ur face b4
U don't see me blush
but i cant help to want u more more
Baby tell me wats ur story?
I ain't shy, dont u worry
I'm flirting wif my eyes
I wanna leave wif u tonite
do u come here much?
I've gotta see ur face some more
(some more Cause baby I)

I'll never b the same
If we ever meet again
Won't let u get away
If we ever meet again
This free fall's got me me so
kiss me all night
don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say
(Say if we ever meet again)
If we ever meet again, again
I wont let u go away
(Say if we ever meet again)
If we ever, ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say
(Say if we ever meet again)
If we ever, ever meet again
I wont let u go away

I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again
This free fall's got me me so
kiss me all night
dont ever let me go
I'll never be the same
if we ever meet again

I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again
Won't let you get away
If we ever meet again
This free fall's got me me so
kiss me all night
dont ever let me go
I'll never be the same
if we ever meet again..................

Monday, April 12, 2010

My BeAutY RanGe FroM VicHY

Everybody's skin needs a little help at some point in their lives..me as well, i'm using this Anti Imperfection Range to help prevent new blackheads and acne blemishes from forming, leaving me wif clear n beautiful skin.  I love this new product, my beauty step..Normaderm Deep Cleansing Gel, Normaderm Purifying Toner and Normaderm Anti-Imperfection Hydrating Care.. I'm looking forward to try Normaderm Night Daily Corrective Care for oily Skin and last but not least Normaderm Anti-Blemish Intensive Treatment Cream.....:)  I'm now enjoying the effectiveness of this product..







Sunday, April 11, 2010

My NeW N97.....like it so mUch!!

Nokia N97 is a S60 5th Edition mobile computer wif a large 3.5", bright nHD (640x360 pixels and 16:9 aspect ratio) TFT color display wif resistive touch screen and tactile feedback.  The device provides excellent user experience for internet and entertainment by combining QWERTY keyboard wif touch UI and Home Screen functionality.  Use the N97 to connect to mobile broadband using WLAN or HSDPA (3.5G).  Find directions and locations wif the integrated A-GPS and included maps.  Additional features include game titles wif N-Gage, a 5 mega pixel camera wif dual LED flash and automatic geotagging of images and videos.  Wat more can i say.....it suits wif my lifestyle....:)

SaBah TrIP - ManUKan


Simply the BesT eVer Trip i've BeeN to...
Serius....mmg syiok betul trip to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah..you alls
wanna simple, best, heart pounding, nature n tradition
trip...don't forget to include this City in one of ur list...
Cant discribe through wording...but best describe wif experience..


This Is wAt i CallED PerFecTion!!!!!!


New Year....New Style.......New Life Beginning...

Friday, February 19, 2010

miss my blog......

lama dh sgt rasanye xupdate blog ni..he3.. well, bz ngan keje kt ofis.. apa2 pun i rasa today i xmau story pjg2...i just nak upload pic je kt blog k... byk pic yg tk upload lg...he3
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